repository for the occasional perambulatory rumination

it comes upon me periodically, and just this morning it settled over me once again: the desire to be quiet. while doing research for the next day’s lesson plan in fifth grade science class (the teacher was ready to retire, so i just took over the class.), i learned that sounds never truly disappear, they just fade out of audible range. my immediate and lasting reaction was that i should choose my words with the greatest care if they are going to exist in perpetuity.

just in the past few days, however, i feel like i’ve spent way too many words. words wasted on, well, just saying too much on trivial, unimportant things. lots of words, saying nothing. there’s no one topic at issue here, there’s nothing i would like to take back, i’m not mad or pouty, not protesting any injustice - it’s just a hunger, a craving, a deep, deep need to be quiet.

from adrienne rich’s poem, cartographies of silence:

Silence can be a plan
rigorously executed

the blueprint to a life

It is a presence
it has a history a form

Do not confuse it
with any kind of absence

–Adrienne Rich

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Comments

7 Responses to “inaudible clutter”

  1. Laney on April 8th, 2008 7:06 pm

    I have been feeling that same need. Hope you get the quietude you are wanting.

  2. jeanne, herself on April 8th, 2008 7:11 pm

    thanks, laney. i am.

  3. Enzie Shahmiri on April 9th, 2008 12:29 am

    Pssst….
    Totally agree…

  4. jeanne, herself on April 9th, 2008 9:44 am

    ;), enzie.

  5. Acey on April 11th, 2008 8:03 pm

    more synchronicity my dear one. Plus some mutual Adrienne Rich love :)

  6. jeanne, herself on April 11th, 2008 8:24 pm

    yes, acey. yes.

  7. Fran on April 18th, 2008 2:42 pm

    I know that feeling. I plan for quiet time. It helps me stay sane!

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